The Bitch Board

HATE ALL MEN WHO RAPED (ME)
pasci - Switzerland

i hate my ex boss who is a mean and evil witch out of control and with too much power and without reason nor insight nor heart. She is a jealous cow who should look inwards to fire her barbs. karma is out there.
isis - australia

I am sick of being controlled and harrassed by the man I love. I am fed up with being called to account for how I spend the money I earn, but not being "allowed" to call him to account in the same way. I am angry that the cat knows, sometimes before I do, when violence will occur and hides under the bed. I am furious that this man feels that I am somehow his to control and hurt and abuse. I am fuming that his violence and anger fuels and stirs my anger to peaks I have never experienced before. I am filled with rage that he expects me to meekly accept the "This is the last time, I'll change" promised. I am imploding with anger at myself that I want to believe these promises and, even while knowing that they will be broken, delude myself that it really is the last time it will happen. Kali, Lilith, Hecete, Dark Goddess, Bitch, Daemon, I ask you to help me harness this anger to emerge from this violence and hate. Break this cycle of hate and pain. I ask that this ending be positive after the darkness and that it will occur without violence. Let me emerge from this powerless anger to powerful engergy.
Melanie - Australia

Men (well one man in particular) who has a L O N G history of using women, while hiding his true sexual identity from them. Lives with them for a few months, sends them roses every day and little love notes all over the house, and then after he gets whatever it is that he wants or needs from them, (sex, shelter, money, etc.) he moves onto his next victim. I discovered from his ex-wife that he is actually bisexual, and has a long history of doing this to women (kind of a sick 'revenge' type thing I guess) a little too late, he had already snared me and was already sleeping with another woman behind my back. BASTARDS like this need to be taught a lesson....I would LOVE to give his name but that's probably not allowed. Women in Edmonton beware, he's out there. He's smart, good looking, and charming, and don't believe a fuckin word that comes out of his "chiselled" fuckin face. (He describes himself that way) Man, I hope someone who knows S***E is reading this!!
Edmonton, Alberta, Canada

I hate phonies. I hate one particular teacher of mine, who defines the word "phony" itself. I hate her for what she is and for what she has done to me and my friends. She picks on girls in my class who are too shy and too polite to answer her back. She has told two of my friends to their face that they are unpopular and disliked, and she accused me of cheating solely to humiliate me and drag down my grades. She lets all the other faculty do her work for her, then she steps on stage and takes all the credit. She is a power-hungry demon that hates any girls who are smarter and sweeter than she ever was. I would like nothing better than to douse her in gasoline and strike a match and watch her fucking body burn into ashes. If you go to a Catholic school in Florida, watch out, cuz she's a goddamned principal now. She has everyone fooled. She even had me fooled, but not anymore. I hate her enough to watch her die.
Jera - USA

I trusted a family member, a man, a Christian. I told him that I am a Witch. He acted concerned, but understanding and accepting. About one year later he and I were swimming at a family members pool. It was me, him, and his 2 young children. He keep asking me to take off my clothes and swim naked with him. Him being a Baptist, I thought he was joking (like he usualy does) and didn't think much of it. But he continued, this went on for a while, so I ignored him. Then I told him to stop, and that he was making me feel uncomfortable! Then he got angry and began to ask me why I did not believe in God. I told him he did not understand what my beliefs were and had no idea what he was talking about. Then he asked me what I thought about homosexuality. I told him that I felt that it was normal and natrual to have homosexual feelings. Then he exploded with anger, picking up a chair and throwing it at me. Then he called me a "slut" and a "dirty witch", in frount of his children! He said I was sick and nasty then he began to pound his finger to my head while screaming, "you sick nasty witch!" over and over until I was in tears. All i could do was cry! just stand there and cry! I felt so weak and stupid. I ran home and threw up from crying so much a week later he apologized. I forgive him, but i am so angry! I feel so angry not only because of what he did, but because I still have love for him as a cousin! I love him! And i think to myself how could i love someone like that? He has caused me so much pain, but i just cant hate the guy! It realy pisses me off that i didnt slap him hard in the face and say, "You fucking moron go straight the fuck to hell and burn there!" That would have made me feel much better! But no! i just stood there and cryed!
Lisa - U.S.A.

Why can't guys realise what girls are? *We are beautiful human beans and we stand up for ourselves. *We give very guy what they want and that is LOVE. *We are intelligant and gifted with kindness and indignate And all we get in return is nothing and you just dump us like SHIT!! SO YOU GO GIRLS!!
Alexa - Australia

i hate girls that talk behind your back aspecially when they say it to your bestfriend and the bitch is supose to be you friend too. I HATE YOU AMY!!!
AMYS NO 1 HATER - Australia

Do NOT marry a doctor or anyone on the road to becoming a doctor. Even if they start out as nice guys, they become real assholes in the process. No matter how sure you are that YOUR man will not become a "typical" doctor, you are wrong. They think they are God. They think everyone should wait on them, and if their wife doesn't, it's HER fault if he finds himself a trophey wife. My husband has become a self-centered jerk. After fourteen years of supporting him, playing single mom to our four children and helping him get his practice started, he is leaving me for a young babe. If you ever meet a doctor with a trophey wife, stomp on his foot and tell him to go to hell.

i'm tired, exhausted, of unconscious people in an unconscious world. when are people gonna see the truths of our existence? when are people going to accept responsibility for creating their own reality? when will this spiritual evolutionary growth of humanity stop hurting so much and stop feeling so damned lonely?
april - united states

I have the most chauvanistic, pig headed, vile, extremely rude, downright nasty boss in the whole world. He is constantly trying to prove himself by putting the female staff members down to boost his own ego. He is a shit of a man. thank you cyberspace.
australia

Ok Ok Fuckin guys piss me off!!! i mean i'm with this one guy right and he calls me and tells me that some girl is over there gavin him HEAD! like i wanna hear that i mean come on that pisses me off i mean i told him i don't like the idea you are tellin me this but then he goes i'm playin around and i tell the ASSHOLE that i don't like how you are doing that to me thats wrong u know! well neways i haven't talk to him for two days already and has cuz says he at a party all the time i call and that pisses me off even more NOT that he is at a party just that he couldn't call me and tell me if he is not going to be home if today for i don't have to call and spend money on him well i like to but my phone bill is going to be to high like a mother fucker and i don't like it at all!!
USA

I hate my husband .He is a lying,chaeting,fucking ,useless asshole.He is interested in every other women but me.Pictures,movies,C.D.'s internet,you name it .Guess what?He's the worst fuck that I've ever had.
Cerridwen - Canada

That there aren't more married, bisexual, vegetarian pagans in my neck of the woods! I say "married" because I am and because no one seems to take a bisexual married woman seriously...I must either be just dying to get into someone's threesome or wanting to be seduced by a lesbian, whom I would then leave to go running back to my husband, of course. So far as the paganism, well I live right in the middle of the bible belt, so what do you think?

Guess what, my ex i just found settled for me just because she wanted a relationship, BITCH!!!
- US

I was taught to ignore my intution, and so i got the shit knocked out of me by one guy and the will to live and a baby knocked out of me by another! This after being a victim of childhood abuse!!!! Well, I dont know how I survived! But now I have found a man, a true man, who loves me for me! Whod' have thunk it? THANK YOU GAIA!!!!! IAM HEALED!!!!
orodrago - USA

Pain sucks, it hurts my soul, it makes me do things I swear I will NEVER do again...it spoils my resolutions.. I will be strong...hurt...I crumple.. I will not crawl...hurt...I go back on my stomach.. I will not betray myself again...hurt....I do. I want to heal the little gurl inside, but when ever she comes out...someone is ALWAYS there ready to crush her AND ME...all over again.. FUCK THEM ALL.........
misskim - australia

okay so today i'm talking to my boyfriend whom i love more than anything and is the most dearest thing to me in my life(i think i might be one of the lucky ones), after having a totally wonderful afternoon, (which has been rare lately because i have been getting sick all the time) i get home and call him, we was really upset about this e-mail that his friend Lyssa sent to him, (he thinks of her as a sister) and he was really depessed about it, now i've noticed how she acts like she has this totally horrible life, and for awhile i never realy thought aobut it, but she is ALWAYS sennding my BF these depressing letters with messages like " i'm gunna disappear for awhile if anyone asks where i am say i died" and i am SICK of it!!!!!!!!!!! if her life is SO horrible why doesn't she do anything aobut it????? i'm sick of her doing this to my boyfriend because it hurts me to see him upset. . . and she is always saying something aobut ending her life or how much life sux. . .so i'm a! ! ! lways having to comfort him etc, i shouldn't have to be doing this! SHE SHOULDN'T BE DOING IT TO HIM! and i'm just so upset aobut this i dunno what to do!! but she shouldn't be allowed to walk all over my BF like she does!!!
Wren - Seattle WA usa

OK I wasn't going to bitch but going through this board and reading made me come up with one. Stop standardizing all men as pigs who don't know anything. Yeah a lot of the guys in this world are @$$holes, but a lot of the women are bitches too. There's a difference between "empowered" and "bitter". You don't become "empowered" by striking out and blaming all men for the trouble that women face...yeah men started it, but SOME men not all men. If you're going to blame someone blame the people who played the role of a doormat for these men to walk all over. They are the ones who give men the idea that they are above women. They aren't, and hey, you know what...women aren't above men either. We are equal whether or not you choose to admit it..... Feminists that emphasize power for women by belittling men; scare men away and make them feel like the feminist movement is a bunch of crap.....with good reason too. If a man sought a way to destroy women in the same manner, he'd be seen! ! as wrong and evil and maladjusted, and rightly so, but it's OK for you to do this because you're women and have been betrayed by the actions of men in the past...whatever! Get over yourselves, blame the person, not the gender!!

if one more oblivious and/or sexist cashier hands my boyfriend the change when _I_ have just puchased the product, taken the money out of _my_ pocket, put _my_ hand in thiers in exchange for some rented video or fast food meal, things will get pretty ugly.
desaray - u.s.a.

i am sick and tired of society telling me i have to shave my legs. i want to be hairy, to be natural, to be released from razor enslavement, to be free to walk down the street in shorts, or lay out by a pool without nasty comments and disgusted looks from both men and women and whispers or "eeewwww groooosss" from little kids. i am a woman. i am not a child. my leg hair grows wild and free, born of the goddess . i am angry that the world forces us to be dainty , smooth, shiny little girls. ggrrrrr. peace and power to hairy women !!!
amy - usa

Ok here is my bitch. All these idiots that shouldn't be allowed the privelidge of being called female taking an hour and a half in the morning to fix their hair and make-up on the pretense that they might see some "hot" man. Hey if they don't like you for who you are they ain't worth it.
Aura - US

i'm so sick and tired of the "self-help" movement! it's everywhere: talk shows, docu-dramas, the big screen. and it's so degrading to wymyn!! the self-help "gurus" are portraying womyn as addicted codependent wrecks. the male supporters of this "self-help" movement are doing a fine job of convincing us wymyn that we're messed-up addicts that need professional help. of course!! they love to portray us as fallen angels, sitting around pouring our hearts out and sobbing at anonymous meetings. come on folks. it's so obvious! they'd rather see us womyn addicted to weekly "recovery" meetings than spending our vital energy changing this fucked-up male-dominated world. if all the wymyn out there could just admit that we're perfect the way we are, we wouldn't have think twice about being sucked into any 12-step program that dictates "what we must do to overcome our problems". hello!!! wymyn are not the ones who are fucked up! it's the patriarchial society that keeps telling us w! e're fucked up. i swear, if their not telling us which detergent to buy, their telling us how to deal with our "problems". come on wymyn. stop buying that "self- help" bullshit. you're fucking beautiful! now put down that cookie and go out and change the world. sound advice always -- don't buy the crap they're feeding us, just don't go for the bait!
usa

fuck fuck fuck. I hate my split sister. she says one thing and then when you respond to it, she says the opposite. and then you have to respond to that. and thnen i am an uncaring bitch I fucking hate that!!!!!!!!!! She is so split. she really pisses me off.
Australia

crappy american companies who care more of profit vs. employees as humahns who live and work to live rather than live to work at their crappy company that makes stupid plastic pet id tags...an medical id tags...useful things...and whatever... thanks c-ya! peace.
america

I've been friends with this girl named Tricia for 6 years and suddenly, a few months ago, she started hanging out with these 2 other girls. I have nothing against them and I really don't care that she's made new friends but she's been ignoring me and her other best friend, Angela. She considers these 2 other girls "more popular". Lately, she's been dressing like them and acting like them. All she wants to do anymore is get some. But the weird thing is that the only reason is because one of her new friends is always getting some. No guy wants her though. And now, she's trying to get some pot so she can be like them. She doesn't even care that I'm there anymore. She thinks she's so popular.
Holly - USA

Holy Shit... I don't know where to start. First of all, I'm so bogged down by all you people trying to make sense of life, trying to create meaning for yourselves and then passing it off as some kind of genuine article. Meaning, ha. As if. The universe degrades. Thinking entities organize it. We reverse the effects of the Second Law of Thermodynamics. And that's it. There's no fucking point to any of it. So quit whining about how your husband left you, or that males are so animalistic or that some wench broke your poor pathetic pitiful fucking bloodpump. Stop bitching about the environment, the whales, the seals, the trees, the water. Who the hell gives a dump about welfare, taxes or the unemployment rate. Nothing matters. Not a thing. My advice to you all is to let go. Distance yourself from your consciousness as much as possible. Live in the rhythm and flow of nature and the universe. Be like everything else. Just perpetuate on instinct. No more right. No more wrong. No evil, no good. Only here... then gone. ---Jesus is out--- p.s. and to the dork who was hyping himself to his ex-wife, tripled is spelled "tripled," not "trippeled."
Jesus - USA

men suck
Monique - usa

Okay.....well, what I am really sick of is all this man-bashing that seems to be going on. I mean, I'm not saying that there aren't some real asswipes out there but I really get annoyed with females who sit there and say that all a guy wants is "one thing". While I know that for the majority this is true, I think the real problem lies a little closer to home. Men are simple creatures.....they behave in ways that they know they can. That is, if they are out for "one thing" chances are that they are going to find a prey gullible enough to indulge. I think that if all those man-bashing females out there didn't give in so easily to guys who are only out for "one thing" then they wouldn't need to spend so much time bitching about these guys. It's only that guys know that they can get what they are after that keeps them following this same pattern of behaviour that we all come to despise so much. Another thing that I really can't stand is girls that bitch about their friends stealing their boyfriends. I can understand that this wouldn't be something that one would want to happen to her but if she were your friend in the first place, she wouldnb't have dogged you in that way and secondly, if the guy really loved you, his eyes wouldn't have wandered in the first place either. Chances are that both parties are not worthy of your love and friendship. Rather than dwelling on the situation, you should love yourself enough to know that you deserve so much better and then invest your energy into going out and finding it. That's just my view.....I do respect people's views and found a lot of what people had to say on here eye opening, but I just think that sometimes people lose sight of what the important things in life are. It is so easy to blame and hate but you'll find that love and forgiveness goes a long way.....
emmy - Australia

I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE LIE. THEY DO IT AND DON'T CARE. EVERYONE WNTS A PIECE OF YOU EVEN WHEN YOU THINK THERE IS NOTHING TO TAKE. I ESPECIALLY HATE LYING BECAUSE I DON'T LIE OR CHEAT MY FRIENDS OR ANYONE ELSE. ITS AGAINST MY PROGRAMMING YOU MIGHT SAY. MY FRIENDS MUST GET A PERVERSE THRILL OUT OF MISLEADING ME LIKE THIS. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH. I SIMPLY WILL NOT TALK TO THEM FOR NOW BECAUSE I AHTE LIES AND I CAN'T LIE SO WE CAN'T HAVE MEANINGFUL CONVERSATIONS. SO I WON'T WASTE MY TIME. I READ THAT SLUT MANIFESTO AND I AM PROUD TO BE A CRAZY BITCH. I HAVE ACTUALLY BEEN CALLED THAT. AND I HAVE BEEN CALLED THAT WHEN I AM WRONGED AND DEMAND MY RIGHTS. OR AS MY FRIENDS AND MY SUPPOSED "LUVVVVERRR" WOULD HAVE IT : "BEHAVE AS THOUGH I WERE WRONGED". I USE TO BE A SLUT, AND I WAS PROUD OF IT, THEN AT 16 I CAUGHT FUCKING HERPES. I CAUGHT IT BECAUSE MAYBE I WAS STUPID BUT BECAUSE I AM SUCH A NICE FUCKING PERSON I DECIDED TO "GET OUT" OF THE MARKET. I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT ANYBODY. EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT THE BASTARD THAT GAVE IT TO ME. DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME HE HAD IT. SO I HAVE A RIGHT TO BITCH AND TO BE AS ANNNGGRRRY AS I FUCKING WANT. CRAZY BITCH, YEAH THAT'S ME, FUCK, THAT'S ME. AND WOBEGONE ANY FUCKER THAT GETS IN WAY.
LALA - australia

I'm tired of men who talk big sh*t but don't put out enough to satisfy a mouse!!!!!!! Men are forever writing checks with their mouth that their crotch can't cash
Ginny - USA

Bitchin at myself, here and now. Why did you become meek at work and let those girls take you down bit by bit? Why did you let Lisa indimidate you? She's a mindless thing of fluffy hair and cute ass, and you allowed that to make you feel less? You are strong when in your room listening to Ani, strong when bitching out that fucker ex boyfriend, strong when Mom tries and takes you down. So one girl, one little mindless never-had-a-coherant-meaningful thought in her life take you down? You're not like this at school, no there you are vivid, there you are strong and amazing and impressive, the people bow to you. But you enever act like Lisa, you never begrudge people of their own beings. Why does she cause me to cross my hands so tightly over my chest, why do I allow her to cause me to slump in posture. I am beautiful, so why do I nervously run my hands over my hair? Why do I think about how white my legs are, and worry in a painful pang about my hairy legs. I love me when I am strong, I am proud of this entity I have become, or the one I was. Until she came around anyway. God, I am so angry at her. At her self rightous ways, the way she can make me feel like such a novice, such an amatuer. I wont let her do it tommrow. Course I dont work tommrow.....
JeS - Good ole Sexist UsA!

Do I have VICTIM tattooed on my forehead. Im so sick, so sick, so sick I am nothing and everythin leads everything leads to bed Why cant you love me for me instead of wanting legs spread does it make any difference if theyre my legs instead my legs are my legs and they are closed to you thank you fig for telling me one little sliver of truth in our destructive sick relationship.............. That men arent ever friends with me to be friend, but to get in my pants. I am still that whore paid in promises.
- USA

I hate when boys fuckin play games with girls and they use them for one thing and alway fucking playing with girls heads and break there hearts. Why the fuck must boys be so fucking rude and childish? I need a man to do me right and fucking love me for me and not my pussy. Well thats all #1Bitch
Bitch169 - United States

I also hate frames, which caused me to lose what I just wrote. Anyways, I hate my mother, who is a mean, petty, spiteful, jealous old toad who can't stand to see her daughter better educated, better married, more sophisticated, and just plain happier than she is. She tries to make certain that no one around her gets what they want out of life, just because she didn't either, including my father, who worships the ground she walks on, but whom she treats like shit. She has no class, and she's proud of that. She's made my sisters into her spit and image, so now there are three old harpies instead of one, but at least they'll keep each other company from now on. I can't believe I was ever afraid of her. I let her bully me into a job that wouldn't threaten her, I let her talk me out of applying to an Ivy League school. She tried to talk me out of marrying the man who loves me. Now she gets on my case every time she calls about how I don't have any children. The really stupid thing is that I love her. All the things I did as a child I did to make her happy. Nothing made her happy. And then when I started getting good grades and leading a really brilliant life, and I thought she'd be proud of me, she got angry and told me to stop giving myself airs. She doesn't give a fuck about me. She's destroying my father, and she's brainwashing my sisters. They'll all be bitter, nasty housewives just like she is, but at least she'll be happy for the company.
Fresca - US of fucking A

I HATE, HATE, HATE that sub-species known as PREISTUS PEDOPHILUS!! How I loathe them!!!! Every time I think of them they make my blood boil. Every time I hear their lies and listen to their "sweeter than thou" voices I have fantasies of putting them in gas chambers. They lie, lie and tell more lies. Their "god" makes me sick. Sad little psychopath made in their image. Child abusing, women hating, irrational, stupid, ignorant. The preists, using their made-up god as a justification have burnt women, abused children, tortured people, plunged the world into the dark ages. They caused the holocaust (as they have admitted). They caused all the hate and divisiveness in the world. How I hate them! They told parents to abuse their children. And they're a bunch of unmitigated pedophiles!!! They use parisheners money to pay for their lawyers and to bribe witnesses into silence. They make me sick. Now they're sucking up to Aboriginals because they want to make sure they get a share of the land the Aboriginals will soo n get. They stole their children. They raped their children. They destroyed their culture "whoops sorry" they say. They make me sick. We are bombaded daily with their propaganda. It truly makes my blood boil. Everyone is suppose to "believe" the lies of the most notorious pedophile club on Earth!! And even when people are intelligent enough to realise they're full of shit everyone's too scared to say anything. They burnt millions and now we're all silent. They make me sick. I HATE, HATE, HATE them!!! How's that for a bitch?
Michelle - Australia

I'M SICK OF THE EXTREME LACK OF UNDERSTANDING THAT PEOPLE SEEM TO BE DISPLAYING RIGHT NOW. JUST TO CATCH YOU UP, I'M ONLY 19 AND NOT ONLY DID I JUST MOVE OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE BUT I HAVE ALSO JUST RECENTLY MOVED BACK!! NOW I AM WORKING TWO FULL TIME JOBS, I HAVE BILLS UP THE ASS, I HAVE A REALLY NICE GIRLFRIEND WHO I CAN'T BRING HOME BECAUSE MY FAMILY ISN'T QUITE THAT OPEN. I HAVE A BEST FRIEND ( ALSO MY ROOMMATE) WHO IS NICE BUT A LITTLE OVER CRITICAL, SO EXCUSE ME IF I'M A LITTLE STRESSED!!!!! BUT WHENEVER I SHOULD HAPPEN TO OH YOU KNOW BREAKDOWN COMPLETELY ALL I GET IS INSINCERE SYMPATHY AND A LOT OF STUPID STARES!!!1 IF THERE IS ANYONE WHO REALLY UNDERSTANDS FEEL FREE AND E MAIL ME, BUT ONLY IF YOU REALLY TRULY UNDERSTAND THERE NOW I FEEL BETTER!!!!!!!
KERREY - USA

I hate that I'm having the same fucking fuser/isolator issues in my new relationship that I had in my old. I want a perfect easy realtionship where I feel loved and the work I have to do in it is not to hard and doesnt turn me into a whimpering child!!!! getting in touch with my bitch/dark goddess has helped.

I FUCKING HATE WHEN PEOPLE THINK I AM OK JUST BECAUSE I DONT CRY ANYMORE. WHAT THE HELL DO THEY KNOW ANYWAY? THEY THINK I DONT HURT? THEY THINK I DONT CRY AT NIGHT, WHEN I AM ALONE IN MY ROOM, IN MY BED, CONSTANTLY FEELING LOST? WELL THEY JUST FUCKING DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO LOSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE. THEY HAVENT FELT THE ANGUISH I GO THROUGH. TO HEAR "IN THESTILL OF THE NIGHT" ON THE RADIO IS LIKE A KNIFE THAT RIPS APART MY SOUL. i AM SO PISSED AT THE WORLD. EVERYONE OWES ME. I WANT HIM BACK. DAMN.
JULIA - USA

I am so fuckin mad about all of the commercials on tv telling me to lose weight. Then I think its my own fault for watching that hellish box. I cant believe all of these women talking about how much MORE ENERGY they now have and how now they actually can swtand to look in the full-length mirror. I have a woman's body. I am myself. I like how my belly is round and sticks out. It makes me feel sexy just like my breasts do now that I'm eating when I feel hungry. Why am i constantly bombarded with these brainwashing bullshit messages?!@
betty - N. America

First of all I posted a bitch yesterfday, and I would like toknow where I go to see it. Then I'd like to tell you all my real bitch. I don't have a fucken clue what tro do here. My best friends and I, there are four of us, are having serious problems. Two of them have discovered that one of us is buleimic. To make this easier, instead of names, I'll use numbers. 1 and 2 know that three is buleimic. I, number 4, have known this for awile, whereas the other two just found out. I had a hand in their finding out for many reasons, but basically because I'm scared. I'm scared for her because she's pushing away 2 and me, but is now trying to communicate with 1. The thing is though, I used to be the one she confisded in, because I too am buleimic. It's a terrifying disease that I can garuntee 1 won't understand. You see, 1 is thin as a rail, athletivc and pretty. And extremely popular, even if in the most superficial of ways. She will never understand what 3 is going through, nor will she be able to help . I've been through it with1 and all she does is get angry. Now 3 isn't talking to 2 or me, and I worry. Her and 2 used to be the best of friends, never even fighting, now they don't talk. 2 got angry today and told 3 that she'd bring roses to the funeral, bercause we allknow 3 is killing herself. It's like we're all on self-destruct and I can't deal.
Jane - USA

Ten thousand times, on every street, in every alley, or all over the country they come near me, and whisper, or whistle, or shout, or laugh, or even touch without my consent, like I'm a tv show to comment on, like I walk down the street asking for attention. I hate them. All my youth I've been struggling with those ugly beings standing on the corner, for years I've lowered my head hoping that way they won't notice me, hoping I won't hear them, feeling the fear crawl up my back when there are too many of them, Why must I live in fear? Why? Why can't I take a walk under the moon at midnight alone? Why are the wolves always stalking?
Luisa Fernanda - Mexico

I hate psuedo fashion show freaks who try so hard to defy societies standards but reject anyone who doesn't fit their own little mold. I hate people who call themselves your best friend and then go spread rumors about you when you aren't there to defend yourself. I hate 24-hour resteraunts that only let you stay for 45 minutes then kick you out. I hate people who like to read articals about Super Heros out loud. I hate prank calls. I hate the fact that I can't quit smoking. I hate people who smirk at you and giggle amongst themselves. I hate grown adults that hold junior-high bullshit grudges. I hate television. I hate people who flip you off for no reason. I hate when two friends die and one is lying in a hospital bed because some stupid mother fucker had a few too many drinks, got behing the wheel,crashed into them and got discharged from the hospital with a cut on his chin. I hate people who can't mind their own buisness. I hate when people try to gossip about other people and think I actually care. I hate being a personal Taxi service. I hate when people ask me to lie for them. I hate it when I'm sick. I hate dry mouth. I think I'll go get a glass of water.
Jessica - U.S.A

OK, here is my bitch... Why is it that I have to walk my ass all the way over to the computer lab of my university just to get a little inspiration? Why is it that I have to look so damn hard for someone who even understands what I'm talking about when I say I'm hungry for some feminine? Why does everyone think moonblood is a disease to be fought or ignored? Do I feel uncomfortable bitching my bitch to a bunch of readers who I've never met before? Oh, yes. But if they are at this site I'm sure they have a fucking clue of the suffocating ignorance I'm talking about. Why do I have to fight so hard in this blinded Christian daddy-lovin' world just to get mine? Why does everyone think feminism means getting hers in the fucking White House? Why have even the feminists forgotten that we are the goddess within ourselves? Why? Why? Why? Where is my mother to teach me these things? Where is a girl friend or even a guy friend who at least sort of knows what I'm saying? Why? Why does no one care what they put in their bodies but care so much about it's shell? Why is getting an A so important, not getting some answers? I fucking love this website. I look, I look, I look all around me but I find no one who understands the jibberish they hear, like I'm speaking in some fucking native tounge. And you know what else? Saying "fuck" every three words is not elegant or poetic or even artsy, but so what? Kiss my fucking ass! My furry, dimpled, tight, tense ass. Am I getting a little out of hand? Then do forgive me. But motherfucker, I feel much better.
Jenn - USA

i'm pissed at many things..that this fuck face slut took my vulnerable husband away from me, and that this otther couple of women joined together to fire me from a company that i had given my blood sweat and tears to for 8 years. divorce, getting fired from two jobs, in a short period of time, unable to even get a job (now) at k-mart..... tired of lawyers and shrinks using my sick husband to suck evry penny from us...pissed at everyone who has let me down and stabbed me in the back... HELP ME NOT TO SUPPRESS MY RAGE WHICH RUNS RAMPANT UNDER MY SIMPLE --- I AM FURIOUS AT LIFE WHICH KEEPS KNOCKING ME OVER. I DON'T KNOW IF GOD IS THERE ANYMORE.

i am married for the third time and might as well be a single mother...i don't understand why some men think that all the raising of the children and all the housework should belong to the woman. plus i am the only one with a job and i am so very tired. and it was nice to be able to say out loud what i cannot say to him for fear...of what? i don't exactly know anymore!!!
Debra - U.S.A.

I HATE INVESTMENT BANKERS. I WORK IN AN INVESTMENT BANK IN NEW YORK (CREDIT SUISSE FIRST BOSTON) AS A CONSULTANT. I AM BROWN AND FEMALE, HIGHLY EDUCATED, AND I AM SO FUCKING SICK OF WHITE MALE BANKERS STANDING ON TOP OF ME IN THE ELEVATOR AS IF I AM NOT EVEN THERE, CASUALLY STANDING AROUND MY DESK, USING MY STAPLER, PUTTING DOWN THEIR POTATO CHIPS AS IF I AM NOT EVEN THERE AND NOT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGING ME UNTIL THEY NEED THEIR DAMN COMPUTER FIXED. THESE COCKSUCKERS THINK THEY OWN THE FUCKING WORLD AND THAT IT REVOLVES AROUND THEIR NEEDS. I TRULY PITY THEIR WIVES AND FAMILIES BECAUSE IT IS OBVIOUS THAT WHAT MAKES A SUCCESSFUL INVESTMENT BANKER IS EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE OF THE QUALIFICATIONS OF A DECENT HUMAN BEING. MAY THEY DIE IN AGONY OF A DEFORMING DISEASE AND SUFFER EACH LEVEL OF HELL FOR A THOUSAND YEARS. MAY THEIR DICKS SHRIVEL UP AND FALL OFF AND MAY THEY SUFFER EVERY DREAD DISEASE THERE IS AFTER THEY SPEND THEIR YOUTH FUCKING UP THE WORLD TO EARN MONEY. GOD I HATE THESE FUCKING DISEASED ANUS HOLES.

I hate people like the one above who use the word "cunt" as a derisive term.I LOVE my CUNT,I don't call men "pricks" don't call me a cunt! I hate those stupid adds for *feminine hygine*products. It's not liquid,it's not blue,it's BLOOD It's red and it doesn't write *whisper*.
- Australia

fuck it
- canada

this is the us of fucking man. mania=man/destroyed. i hate men. my boyf is a man but how could i love him? I don't know-sometimes i wanna kill em all...i hate how us women are fucked-we have to suck so much dick just to make it (not literally-well, that too) and shit, i am sick of it. i just wanna be the artist i am and live ok-instead i have to whore around sucking up in shitty jobs other people created and kiss ass and oh, i wish i could turn around with a possessed voice and tell them all where to go and that i will slice their dicks off faster than theiy can say bitch! i have soo much anger and i don't know if it'll ever die...men are sick and should all be used for one thing-reproduction of women...i hate them. pigs pigs piggy pigs die pigs piggy pigs... why are these bitches posted so late and why is the date wrong??? UGH!
LE - us of man-ica

Only Men (!) could have created a half-million buck contest between chess master Gary Kasparov and a C-c-c-omputer! I say, give Gary and the men from IBM a makeover at Federiko Fekkai and see how long they care about whether a man or a computer is smarter! Hey, guys, how about spending that money on saving the environment or treating people with AIDS?
Christine - USA

Okay, let me run this theory by you. A guy I once knew thought that when a girl was sexually active with whoever she wanted, whenever she wanted,that she was a SLUT! However, if a guy wen around sleeping with whoever he wanted, and when he wanted, then he was a real man. This is insane!!!!!! Seems to me that the guy should also be lable a SLUT!
towanda - usa

Why is individuality looked down upon around here? Just because I gotta long, scraggly goatee and I dress punk- doesn't mean I'm not intelligent or have feelings. All these lousy, preppy, over-testosteroned, suit-wearing assholes around here constantly snub their nose at me. Just because I choose to express myself a little instead of being like all the other "cows" in the herd. And the women are even worse!- sporting bleached, frizzy, giant hair and tans so dark they look like a thanksgiving feast ready to be set upon the table. I guess that's what those ego-maniacs I just described look for in a woman. I laugh at it all, but still get enraged when I notice them treating me as a second class citizen because I won't conform to their standards. Would you?:
Adam - u.s.a.
22/5/97

die monster die!!!!! she(the women who stole my husband) called me up and called ME *ME* M E !!! a "despicable person"..she was pretending to be my friend as she took me husband, who was ripe for the picking... she is beyond beYOND despicable.....he never wanted to fight to save our marriage, so i can only say 'HOPE THEY'RE FUCKING HAPPY" she is a big-breasted blonde, young and lovely to look at, and they met in the menatal ward where they were both recovering from suicide attempts. guess they have more in common than him and myself. 13 yrs. of love/frinedship/trust and solidness gone in one fell swoop. i hope they are happy...... i know they will both rot in thir catholic guilt and hell. i am not catholic, so i won't be seeing them in hell, thank goodness. die monster, die.

I am so sick of the customers i have to deal with at work. Why do they think they need to tell me they are handing me a ten dollar bill? Why in hell do they think i run the store and not the managers? I'm sick of being told i'm stupid because something isn't ringing up on sale or the damn store is out of something!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Thanks i fell better!
- canada

Today I read something what is really true: NO GUNS FOR GIRLS I live in Europe and recently I have seen what war looks like,not that I have been there but it was nearly in my backyard.And guess who held the guns: not the girls! But guess who were tortured and slaughtered also: the girls! And not only they but also little children and old people. And it is just the same in Afghanistan,were the girls have to dress like binbags so they can not seduce the poor helpless men who are such sexists(does this word exist in english?) that they project their hornyness to women and punish or kill them when they confront them with their own lust. I live in Holland and I think it is one of the best places to live in the whole world but also here are "klootzakken" en "teringwijven" who fuck up my life.
Afke - Holland Europe

First let me preface my rant with the statement that my views will probebly NEVER be posted for fear of the truth! I have perused these pages for over two days and still have failed to find anything of substance. Just angry Womyn who are frustrated with their lot in life and who are quite willing to lay blame upon every institution and person except themselves. Overwelmingly "Yoni" presents a view which represents half the population (males) as somehow inferior to the "great goddess". How far from the truth. Don't you womyn know that you are but a mere half of what the "Collective Conscience" (neither Male or Female) intends for this world? Just as Womyn at this time are able to give birth without benifit of Man. So will Men be able to "create" life without the need of Womyn. Don't believe me? Read the headlines. Genetic engineering (cloning and ectogenesis) are right around the corner. Until Womyn stop expecting men to bow to their pussies, and Men stop demanding Womyn worship their cocks we will forever be lost. We're in this together. P.S. One more thought: Sexuality is a contrivance to expediate the diversity of life. It is not the END but merely a means to it. Whether it is justified remains to be seen. Sincerely, Paul A. Cooling coolworx@digital.net (I welcome all intelligent debate)
USA

Okay here goes...I am sick and tired of my life...I lived thru the worst they say...I survived the sexual abuses, the emotional abuses, the physical abuses and dammit even the rapes...they say I am a survivor.....Well fuck I feel like a fucked up subhuman No good woman....THEY LEFT ME LIKE THIS....The motherfuckers who took advantage of a 4 yr old child and continued to hurt and abuse me, left me for the dead....WHY DIDN'T THEY JUST KILL ME WHEN THEY HAD THE FUCKING CHANCE...WHY DIDN'T THEY LEAVE ME IN THE TRASH CAN THAT THEY SAY I WAS FOUND IN...WHY THE FUCK WAS I BORN ANYWAY...?? Now I gotta pay for the therapy, and suffer the wounds that they left imprinted in my mind....Now, I must intergrate all of these PERSONALITIES that were created to help me live....WHY??? WHY??? it hurts, it hurts alot...and they, the ones that don't understand that pain say to get over it, forget the past, live with what you have...Well I say fuck them, fuck them all.....UNTIL YOU HAVE NOT WALKED IN MY SHOES, OR LAID IN THE BE D THAT I WAS RAPED AND SODOMIZED IN, DON'T TELL ME HOW TO NOT THINK ABOUT IT, AND HOW I SHOULD FORGET THE PAST....my life sucks because of all the perps that took advantage of a child.....NOW, they have the excuse that they were sick......So therefore, it takes away their resposiblities for what they have done, it is now SOCIETY'S PROBLEM....WRONG WRONG WRONG!!! IT IS MY PROBLEM AND IT IS YOUR PROBLEM....FOR AS LONG AS THERE ARE ABUSERS WHO SEXUALLY, PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY SCREW UP ANOTHERS LIFE, IT WILL ALWAYS BE OUR PROBLEM..YOURS AND MINE...FUCK PEOPLE, WAKE UP.....STOP EXCUSING THE PERPS WITH THE LINE THAT THEY ARE SICK. PLACE THE RESPONSIBILITY WHERE IT BELONGS, ON THE PERP NOT THE VICTIM. START SUPPORTING THOSE OF US THAT NEED IT THE MOST....WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE PEOPLE, IT HAS BEEN BREWING A LONG TIME....STOP CHILD ABUSE NOW...NOT TOMORROW, NOT NEXT WEEK....NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sylvia - usa

THOUSE I REALLY HATE,IS PEPOLE WHO THINK THEY CAN MESS WITH ME,AND GET AWAY WITH IT! I HATE BOYS WHO PRETEND THAT THEY LIKE YOU,AND THEN YOU HEAR THAT THEN THINK YOU ARE STUPID! THEY REALLY THINK THEY CAN DO SUCH A THINK AGAINST ME AND MY FAMILY,AND JUST LAUGFT ABAUT IT AFTERWORD. BUT THEN THEY ARE WRONG! IM GOING TO TORTURE THEM AND MAKE THAN FEEL SO DESTROYDE AFTERWORD.... FUCK! I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
silje - norway